People I meet seem to not like the idea of me being nice to them. Maybe they feel it’s getting in the way them giving me the impression that they are better than me. Evolving from this idea would mean me being nice to them now would be acting as passive aggressive as they like to. It’s interesting but pointless at the same time. No matter what I do I always end up with the same sarcastic relationship. I can imagine my own sarcasm…
“Yes you are better than me, I know it was a shock for me to find out too… You truly are unmatched in (insert ridiculous personalized social construct here)”
The funny thing about it is when the very same people get down they complaint that everyone is horrible and that they hate the world because of it. I have always wondered about the people who like to create a horrible word around themselves. I guess they must like being horrible to people so much they are willing to destroy there own lifes to get it.
I feel like some people grow up in the wrong way. Instead of what you would image they would become they have just grown into smarter, bigger monsters. It amazes me how they can get by without destroying themselves.
I’m reminded of one of my teachers from this year. He seemed to want to do everything he could to make sure I wouldn’t pass his class for no reason at all. He was defiantly getting off on it. I was scared when he gave me all the rope I needed to hang him because it seemed too easy. I guess giving people the impression you are weak can be a powerful tool.
It strange because you would have thought a teacher would have a different attitude to life. I guess you never know where you will find a wolf.
whitetekk 